I know these seem to be the far to common post with me but you know it tends to be on my mind currently and this journal is such a nice way to rant and its optional for people to read. So its ok.

You know everyone i know is all hooked up. I mean there is a few ppl that arent but they do not have trouble getting ppl. Why is it so hard for me to meet people here. this is tampa. this is my town. I should be owning this place. I dont go to USF yet so i dont know what to do or whats going on around there. I am so lost. I have my roommates. who are cool to hang out with but you know i am looking for something else. I wish i could be with certain ppl who will remain nameless but due to circumstances i cannot. :(

I hate the fact that the few ppl who do care about me are miles and miles away. and i have a car that wont guarantee it will start :( so i cant go visit

you know maybe when its fall around here and life picks up i will be able to find some ppl. i should join a sorority or something.....


fuck this.......